I'm sorry i couldn't control myself.
Yes i promised many things..
I promised not to view your blog, i promised not to miss you that much, i promised not letting you affecting my daily life.. i even promised not to log into ur blog.
I'm sorry, i just can't help it. I really miss you, missed the past, missed the talks we had, missed our crazy and hearty life spent tgt.
I always hope for a time machine..
I know i shouldn't fucking spent my whole life like that. But seriously, who can understand this feeling inside me?
Someone whom you spent with almost everyday, share your happy and sad times with..suddenly just gone and nvr be back agn. Who the hell can let it go?!
I can't and i know i won't.
Even tho, you're gone now but you'll always be in my heart wherever i'm.
Misses.
Xoxo, P.